SZA took to social media to express her deep craving for a love that completely overwhelms her. Her passionate declaration stirred quite a buzz online. Here’s what happened.
On Thursday, SZA shared an intense message on X, expressing her desire for a love so consuming that it takes over every aspect of her life. She wrote, “I wanna be loved so madly I can’t think I can’t breathe I can’t BE. I WANNA BE TRAPPED IN THE EVER DOWNWARD SPIRAL OF HYSTERIA THAT IS LOVE I WANNA DROWN AND SUFFOCATE IN ITTTT AAAAHHHHHHHHH CHOKE ME IN LOVE PLEASE !!!”
Her declaration comes on the heels of a conversation she had last month about her difficulties in relationships. SZA confessed on ‘Chicken Shop Date’ that she struggles to keep men interested, saying “I feel like I can catch ’em, but I cannot keep ’em. They get with me and they realize I’m fucking weird, and then it’s just like, ‘Aight.’”
SZA further explained her quirky nature, mentioning how she enjoys activities like swimming in swamps and collecting methane gas. Despite her outwardly normal appearance, she feels her unique interests often push people away.
In a candid talk with Apple Music’s Zane Lowe last December, SZA revealed that her music career was initially driven by a desire to prove herself to her ex-fiancé. She felt undervalued as a college dropout and strip club bartender, especially compared to his accomplished ex-girlfriends. “I felt like I lacked value. So when I started trying to make music, it was this thing that I didn’t have to try at and I was randomly good at,” she shared.
Whether or not SZA finds her all-encompassing love, her honesty continues to resonate with many.